Thursday, August 15, 2013

Blossom - Part 2


It was an awkward walk.
My eyes were on plants and I am reminded of the promise to blossom.

I asked God, where? 
Have I whitered?
Will it ever blossom again?

Trees grow big.
Shoots of life coming out through the pavement cracks.
It tells me it will find a way, 
Pushing forward, going through.

And now as I reflect, did it actually mean flowing through with the current?

As i walked back, the little purple flower caught my delight. 
My question answered,
God's promises holds through.

 I am made to blossom.
A flower that blossom into fruit. 
 

Monday, May 6, 2013

Post 5.5.13





Lost for words, black represented what I felt. Mourning.


I woke up with heavy heart, tears rolled down as I ponder upon the next 5 years of the country.


Let me mourn.


After 3 days, I will resurrect.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Ecclesiastes 11

 
Be generous: Invest in acts of charity. 
Charity yields high returns.
 
Don't hoard your goods; spread them around. 
Be a blessing to others. 
This could be your last night.
 
When the clouds are full of water, it rains. 
When the wind blows down a tree, it lies where it falls. 
Don't sit there watching the wind. Do your own work. 
Don't stare at the clouds. Get on with your life.
 
Just as you'll never understand the mystery of life forming in a pregnant woman, 
So you'll never understand the mystery at work in all that God does.
 
Go to work in the morning and stick to it until evening without watching the clock. 
You never know from moment to moment how your work will turn out in the end.

Oh, how sweet the light of day, And how wonderful to live in the sunshine!
 
Even if you live a long time, don't take a single day for granted. 
Take delight in each light-filled hour, 
Remembering that there will also be many dark days
And that most of what comes your way is smoke.
 
You who are young, make the most of your youth.
Relish your youthful vigor.
Follow the impulses of your heart.
 
If something looks good to you, pursue it. 
But know also that not just anything goes; 
You have to answer to God for every last bit of it.
 
Live footloose and fancy-free— You won't be young forever.
Youth lasts about as long as smoke.
 
 
Ecclesiastes 11 - Message Version

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Jimmy

I love the way wandered you way to me when we first met.
I love knowing that you knew who would loved you most.


I like it when you dreamed by my table side.
I like it when you ran halter skelter around the house trying to play.


I find you silly trying to sneak into the house, by squeezing through the grilles.
I find you absolutely sillier trying to sneak out of house, by squeezing through the gate!!


I hate it when you run out of the gates, you opportunist you!!
And you know how much I hate it when you evolved into the naughtiest, cheekiest monkey when you are out there.
I could just rambled on and on, on how you are so naughty, sigh..... 

Would you ever listen when I call you back home?

I love the sight of you peeping through the window, to find if anybody notices you.
I love the sight of you staring longingly up the stairs, to find me. And yes, I can read your mind. Out for walk you say?


I love the walks. We have such long years together. Thirteen! One third of my life.


Jimmy dear, I hate to have you go. 


But when you do go, do wag you tail, give your manja whine and enjoy being in your Maker's presence. Know that I have always loved you, you'll always be my precious lil monkey dog. I'll see you when I get there.


My be-love-ed.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Blossom

If you had follow me long enough, you'd prolly know by now that I do my reflections and resolutions for the year. 

I ask the Lord what is the word for me for this brand new year.

I've not quite gotten the meaning of it, but it was "Blossom".

I bought myself pretty lil' flowers, arranged it real beautifully, and yes, took a pic of it for reminder sake.

So cheers to 2013!

Looking forward to a blossoming new year~! Much love~!


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Back to School


I started my studies recently. And. I am enjoying every single bit of it!

Reflecting, studying is so much different now compared to college days. When in class now, I totally understand what the lecturer lectured, I understand the issues, I understand the principles, I understand the theories, I understand! It is so different when in college, half the time the things I studied were studied for the sake of studying and the sake of passing.

My colleagues, whom many of them hold a Masters shared their experiences with me. One particular advice which holds true is, doing this Masters should be something that I enjoy; something that helps me grow; something that helps me learn new perspectives; a process of learning that is enjoyable.

Having been in two classes now, I totally agree with my colleague.

I am just reflecting again, it is so good to have the years of experiences behind me as I embark on this study.  I could relate the things that I am studying now to the experiences I have.

Being an adult student, maturity and confidence help too. It is just so different now that I am not shy or scared to ask questions.

So, just to let you know, I have just started my Masters in Special Education at Nottingham University, Semenyih.

It’s been goods far. ;)



Thursday, October 18, 2012

If I Could,


If I could, I would make blue skies and puffy clouds everyday.
If I could, I would have milky ways as my roof.

If I could, I would want a room full of little puppies to play with.

If I could, I would soak in a bathtub full of chocolate.

If I could, I would roll down grassy hill coated with flowers.

If I could, I would jump into a pile of crisp brown leaves.

If I could, I would dress every tree with fairy lights and watch them glow.

If I could, I would collect rainbows in bottles and have it light up my room.

If I could, I would swing on the crescent moon and dream away.

If I could, I would twirl in the morning ray pretending I can dance.

If I could, I would fly on manta rays above the skies.

If I could, I would float on jelly fishes... boing...  boing... in the ocean.

If I could, I would.

If I could, I would have time stood still.