Job 23:10 "He knows the way that I take, when He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.
"I told God I don't want to be gold, why would I want to be gold? I thought I was already at gold. Well..... apparently to Him, I'm not yet...."
The past 21 days have been erm.... A time of remoulding and re-refining. How I dread the process.....
The past few weeks there have been an accumulations of a lot of things that were bothering me. Things that causes anxieties, stress, dullness, tiredness, feeling at lost, doubting again if it was all worth it...
You know, how sometimes you question if the choices you made were right? If doing all that you are doing now matters? If dying to self was worth it? Where am I now in life? Where am I heading? Did I miss out in some stuffs? ooooo.... There were lots of questions.
So what did I learn?
Though I hate the process of remoulding and re-refining, it is something that I cannot escape, or run away from. In fact, I had no choice but to turn back to God. I've got a feeling these will keep on happening and its gonna be a life long journey. And process.
Just keep on walking~*
"I told God I don't want to be gold, why would I want to be gold? I thought I was already at gold. Well..... apparently to Him, I'm not yet...."
The past 21 days have been erm.... A time of remoulding and re-refining. How I dread the process.....
The past few weeks there have been an accumulations of a lot of things that were bothering me. Things that causes anxieties, stress, dullness, tiredness, feeling at lost, doubting again if it was all worth it...
You know, how sometimes you question if the choices you made were right? If doing all that you are doing now matters? If dying to self was worth it? Where am I now in life? Where am I heading? Did I miss out in some stuffs? ooooo.... There were lots of questions.
So what did I learn?
Though I hate the process of remoulding and re-refining, it is something that I cannot escape, or run away from. In fact, I had no choice but to turn back to God. I've got a feeling these will keep on happening and its gonna be a life long journey. And process.
Just keep on walking~*
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